Amu fell down from the bed today. I am entirely to blame for her fall. I feel so wretched at such times. Maybe I am over reacting but I was so scared when I heard that sound from the bathroom. I knew what happened. I found her lying near the chair, crying, I never saw her cry so... there were million things going on in my head at that time. Had she hit the metal base of the chair? Was she fine? Pawan was not at home. Oh god! was she fine? I called the doctor's helpline and they have not called back yet.
It was my neglect that had caused her to fall. Am I a bad mother? I must be. How could I not see this coming? She has been rolling over for the past almost 3 months for now. We were playing before that and she was all excited. I just left the room for a minute. The exact thoughts going on in my mind while I left her were about her being one of the carefl babies. She never rolled over to the end of the bed even. What a parody? I hope I will be better from the next time. God, help me be a good mom.
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